Energetic Upgrades

I’m sure you have been feeling it, the energetic upgrades into higher levels of frequency.

It’s the letting go of all that is not part of the true self, engaging our higher self the person we have been from before the beginning of time. It’s remembering the 777 portal of understanding and deep diving into all that is and was and is to come… this moment NOW.

I was watching some clips recently about the fentanyl crisis running rampant in the United States, it’s now their biggest killer of people aged 18-45yrs … to see it stealing the dignity, the strength, removing the essence of the person and their whole life in a moment. A moment of escape, a moment where everything feels like it’s ok again like it’s better than ever. Inside is that sense that we have been released from the worries, the debts, the stress and hurts and grievances, released from the loneliness and abuse from the terror and torment of not being known or seen or loved.

There is this sense of entitlement that hard work and wealth gives us that air of ‘that could never happen to me’

I used to be that person, that person that was better than everyone else and thought that those people had done something wrong or just made bad choices. Some of that thinking may to some degree be true, however, when in our early marriage Sean and I found ourselves in the situation of losing everything … my perspective changed. I became that person who just wanted to escape my life and the reality of failure, hurts, debt and pain.

It was the 90’s, Sean had been chronically sick for more than 3 years and we had debts for everything, our home, our car, our lounge, our washing machine, the holiday we took 2 years ago and the Chinese dinner we ate last Friday night. We were swimming in a sea of debt and regret and were self medicating on alcohol and drugs.

We lost everything, the whole lot, and found ourselves at the lowest of lows starting all over again.

I can honestly say I could not have made it though this time without God. He was there with me through every hangover. He was whispering to me every joint I smoked and pill I took. He was never judging only ever loving and any separation between me and Him was simply because religion had told me I was bad and that I was wrong. It was that condescending voice telling me I was not strong enough, not good enough, not living to my fullest potential. I hurt a lot of people, including myself and I kept beating myself up and holding myself down with my own thoughts and my own words for many years after that.

We give power to our circumstances when we continue to be a victim to them. I see you in your shiny car and your beautiful house I know that you can feel empty there too. I see you with your job title and your good fashion sense and a smile that covers up the hurts, regrets and traumas that not even you understand because really things could always have been worse but somehow you still feel the pain of your generations.

I have for some years now been exploring energy, frequency and vibration… the very essence of who we are. The more I engage with this the more freedom I find and that light that is rising within is getting ever brighter, yes it’s taking us from glory to glory.

I believe Jesus did breath work and I have been discovering breath work too.

Did you know it’s good to scream, I didn’t realise I needed to scream, my cells they needed release so that I could be expanded.

My hearts desire is for more but the properness I have been raised with has been holding me together, keeping up appearances, while at the very depths of my being is a little girl crying out for true freedom to simply explore.

So let’s embrace the energetic upgrades let’s understand that we are one with all of creation let’s be expanded in the places we once feared to go because there is no fear in love.

I hear you, I see you and I know you are loved because He loved me always everyday no matter my choices or where I was at. Love, it’s all about love.

My Thoughts – Kylie Henderson