He sings to me with fire in His eyes

At the beginning of July I awoke to the words: We now move into a new stage a new page, things are not as they were before nor are they as they seem. I could hear the word DREAM.

Take a leap of Faith, do not throw away your dreams keeping everyone else happy.

We have access to so much more than we partake in. I just know God is unlocking mysteries and allowing us to peer into things we have not understood until now. This journey of encountering heaven has been a long one for me, but until this past few years I have not fully understood where I have been, nor to what extent I have partaken in this incredible realm. As Holy Spirit has lead me on an incredible journey out into the depths of this incredible river of life, I have come to know and understand the fullness of where I have been walking. I have feasted in the presence of my enemies and I have walked in the garden with my Father my Papa, I have seen Jesus in all his majesty and power, in all His compassion and grace, and have heard the testimony of many wonderful men and women who have been so brave as to share their experiences in the heavenly realms. I now understand that He has taught me of himself in the places of heaven and that He has always been enough for me. He has always be with me on every path I have taken and He will continue to be with me wherever I go. He is the alpha and the omega, the beginning and the end. He is the mysterious one who fills my days with wonder and my nights with such incredible adventure. He is my Father, my Abba Daddy he is my Jesus my Yeshua, He is Holy Spirit my Counsellor and my Friend. He beacons me out upon the water, He sings to me with fire in His eyes, He holds me in the palm of His hand. His ways are not my ways nor His thoughts my thoughts, but oh how He loves me just the same. He doesn’t call me before Him that I might prove my worth to Him, but He calls me because He loves me, He dwells in me and I in Him. BOOOM!! Seriously this is AWESOME, like where did I miss this part in school, you know, like the part where they teach you that the God of the universe, lives inside of you, and you live inside of Him…. HELLO, thats flipping crazy amazing YES??

I was chatting to a friend earlier this week and we are talking about keeping up appearances, you know like keeping it all together and looking the part, like not driving a dinged up car all in the name of excellence of course. You know what I mean, if we are people of excellence then we want to look excellent, only problem is that excellence is a bit like a heart condition, its something thats examined from the inside. So as we were talking I could actually hear Jesus speaking out loud… “I inhabit broken vessels continuously” …….. just like poetry, so very beautiful.  In fact its not our perfection that He falls on but rather its our brokenness. He is NOT WORRIED, nor is He ashamed of us, He simply sees us and He LOVES us right where we are. BOOOOOM!!!

So the crazy journey continues. Its the complexity of the mystery and the simplicity of the gospel, its for one  and for all. Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I will fear no evil for I walk by spirit and by faith and I know that death cannot touch me, for I have died to myself and I now live forever in the arms of the one who made it all possible the arms of a Perfect Saviour…… CRAZY!!! Yes!! Incomprehensible, YES for there is nothing that compares to Him. This is a new stage, things are not as they were before, and I love that because that means that all of us are qualified we are amateurs together in Him and lovers together in Him. Its a glorious scandal that we don’t deserve but one that means we are more powerful than we could ever have imagined, oh Daddy I love You and I love this. BOOOM